Friday, August 7, 2009

...

its like everything has turned their back againts me...
what sin did i executed that has raised god's rage upon me.

walls are closing me...and im pushing back with my tiring hands....
my existence are of the edge of the shadows...
forgotten..forsaken...forever...

the passionate dreams...the hopeful thoughts...
drowned in the flames of misery...
suffocating, thirst, sought to be thrown a sight upon....
instead, pillars of disappointment came crashing down...
popping the fragile bubbles of my life.....

thrown into the darkness of the world...
every ounce of me are screaming their way out.....
digging through the dark...
yet no one realise it.....

holding myself together...
with each step i take....
i felt the weight burdened upon....
with storm raging outside...
the sea inside me goes wild....
drops of rains downpours....
so is the crystal blue from my saddened eyes....

living alone in my own illusion...
trying to differ the real from the unreal...
the rights from wrongs....

i sit alone...
with sight thrown onto the distance skies....
chilled by the wind of dusk....
under the lonely moon that is glowing dimmly...

now, im more lonely than ever.